Hi Son, I just miss you it is the story of my life, I don't know what to do without you, I feel like my heart is broken, smashed, empty, shredded, fragmented, missing and what is left doesnt know how to function with all that it possess's. i want you back, i want you in my world everyday!!! just getting ready to have something to eat. Nothing ever sounds good, and food never has tasted the same since you went away. i eat at least once a day even if it is a shake or something small, I am taking my vitamins though you know how I am with them.
I love you so much Nicholas James and I never ever imaged you going away before me son, I could never imagine living out any of my babies, it is horrible and I experience your pain with ShelbyPaige everyday honey. I just don't want to be awake alot, I only want to sleep, i wish i could move forward but every time I think I'm gonna try to I fall back to steps into utter saddness and loss over you. God Nick I miss you my Beautiful, I love you more and more everyday ~Moma~
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