Nicky

I miss you my sweet, sweet Nicholas James Devine, I miss you......... I found another feather the tiniest one yet I swear and another penny last night.

I love you Nicholas I love you Nicholas

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Gentle were your eyes

Beautiful was your smile

Sweet was your touch

Delightful was your heart

Loving was your nature

Gentle was your soul

Lovely was your spirit

Forever will be your memory

All my undying love for you forever son ~moma~

Sweet Dreams son,

I love you sweet Nicky, I will always love and miss you. Pleasant dreams my love...i miss you
I love you more ~moma~

Nicholas,

Good morning my bright and beautiful shinning star Nicholas James Devine!

I love you baby and miss you.

I am gonna try and get out all Christmas cards today and not get distracted by other things. Nikki made up some cute cards for us, so now I have eveything I need to get them out, just need to focus.

I slept 8 hours last night and I have been sleeping better the past couple weeks with the exception of a few rough nights.

I love you and miss you soooo much babe. I wish you were here...

I will write you later, hugs, kisses and all my love for you son.

I love you more ~moma~

I love you more ~moma~

To Our Beautiful Nicholas James, with big tight hugs, warm kisses and more love than you will ever know. I love you more ~moma~ We miss and love you big brother, Greg & Journey Rose

Good night sweet Nick

FLAGS AT YOUR GAREDN SON, AND I LOVE YOU ROSE FJUST FOR YOU!!!

I LOVE YOU SWEET BOY...I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU MORE ~MOMA~

Nicholas Sweet Nicholas

Responsibility:

I have a responsibility to those I love...
to be loving, patient, considerate, and kind;
to be loyal, respectful, and honest;
to be appreciative, encouraging, and comforting
to share myself and care for myself

To be the best possible " Me"

BUT.....

I am not responsible for them...
not for their achievements, successes, or triumphs;
not for their joy, gratification, or fulfillment;
not for their defeats, failures, or disappointments;
not for their thoughts, choices, or mistakes,
and not for their suicide.

** For had I been responsible, this death would not have occurred **

~ Author Unknown

Good night sweet son

I love you sweet boy, sweet dreams. I will write you later. I miss you, I love you more ~moma~

Good morning Nick, Nick

Hi my sweet boy, I love you.
I just took a video of our tree. We have an animated Christmas bear with a cute little Stocking cap on that tells the story of Ol'e Saint Nicholas. It is so cute. I have to turn up the volume on the camera though and redo it, because I can barely hear the story.
Tonight we will take our pictures by the tree and You, Shelby, Nana and Uncle Greg will all under our Christmas Tree :) I will take a picture of it and send it to you, okay! Sad you are all in heaven and not here with us though, it is very bittersweet!!!
I miss you so much Nicholas.
It has been snowing for 2 days now. It is icy and dangerous for driving right now. There was a 2 hour delay for school because the roads are bad, especially in the morning. There may not be school tomorrow, there is supossed to be freezing rain. Remind you, buses are big, but they don't have seat bealts!!! We'll see how things look in the morning.
I will write you later son.

You and "Your" precious "Butterfly~ The National Candle Lighting Ceremomy for Parents who have lost a child ~

I love you more ~moma~

Good night sweet boy

Your Candle lighting ceremony was Amazing and Beautiful. We all set together, Moma, Lloyd, Greg, Journey, Jess your Dad, Jess, and a friend. Pastor Marty was there and shared a beautiful message of hope love and peace. It was good to see her. Remember her, she is from Cathedral of Joy. There were a few hundred people there. It was beautiful and we are so glad we went. Greg and I went and lit a candle in your garden and hung a few more ornaments, your tree is so pretty. Moma bought you a single pink and white rose and layed it on your headstone. I love you sweet boy and miss you so very much.
I will write you later.
I love you more ~moma~

I miss you Nick

Hi sweet boy,
Tonight is the "National Candle Lighting" ceremony for those who have lost a child. We will all be there to light a candle in your honor. Tonight, together we will remember and honor, Nicholas James Devine and ShelbyPaige Nyra Devine.

I light a candle almost daily for you, one has been lit since I woke this morning, and will burn for 24 hours. I miss you so much my sweet Nick.
We got out our home video's of the family. You were so ALIVE, beautiful, happy! One we watched was Christmas 07, we were all excited that you and Jess were pregnant. I love you and miss you so much. My heart was racing watching the video's, but I couldn't stop myself from watching even though it was with unbarable pain and tears streaming down my face. I just watched you, your every move, listened to your voice, saw your smile, looked into your eyes!!! Greg and Journey were so cute too. Your Dad was over that Christmas, as we always invited him and Uncle "D" too. Those were such happy times, good memories and days filled with love, laughter and gratitude.
I am learning how not to take one breath for granted. We all say we don't but we all do it. Through your death, I am TRULY learning how to LIVE EACH MOMENT, with gratefulness, gentleness and tender love.
I miss you sooooo much. I will write you when I get back from tonight's ceremony.
I love you more ~moma~

I know Jesus was with you son the night you creid out...He was there.

Son, when you went to heaven I had this verse put on your "celabration of life" handout. I think of it often to help bring me comfort.

The righteous cry out, and the Lord heard them; he delivers then from all their troubles.
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in soirit.

I love you sweet boy and miss you so much. Sweet Dreams sweet My Beautiful Boy, I love you more ~moma~