Good Morning Son,

I love you sweet Nick, I miss you so much! I have to meet the installers out at the house this morning so I though I would say hello to you first...It's gonna be another long day. The house is coming along though. Colin is the installer, wow small world I tell ya!
I miss you son, with a passion.
I will write you later.
I love you more ~moma~

Nick, Nick

I love you son......you are so beautiful and I will NEVER EVER understand "WHY" you had to leave me. Fuck everyone else!!! I wasn't done LOVING YOU, NEEDING YOU, WANTING YOU, KISSING YOU, HOLDING YOU.....I "YOUR MOMA" was NOT done, I will never be done. I will always love you and I will always miss and want you. Some days are still so hard Nick!!! I cry all the time...still.
I went to your garden yesterday and today, and took some beautiful white flowers. As I sat crying and talking to you, I noticed how much dirt had gotten into the grooves on your headstone( just saying that makes me cry and cringe). So i came back today with a small brush and cleaned it real good. I hope your tree starts blooming soon, it is so pretty when it does.
I miss you Nicholas James
I love you more ~moma~

I love you baby,

I MISS YOU SWEET NICK, I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU, WANT YOU, LOVE YOU, NEED YOU AND LONG FOR YOU TO BE WITH ME!!!
I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU NICHOLAS JAMES.....NEVER, NO NEVER.
I LOVE YOU MORE ~moma~

I love you sweet boy,

Hi my Beautiful Nick!!!
I love you baby, I miss you terribly, especially the last 2 weeks, my class keeps me in the moment, but moving forward. Next week we are doing a collage, it will be a culmanation of words, pictures, and trinkets. The last week of our class we are going to the river. There we will release balloons, throw stones in the river, flower pettles, burn articles or whatever we choose. I am putting a letter to you in a bottle with a cork. I will roll it like a scroll then tape it and put it in a plastic baggie. i wonder how far it will go?!!! Then we will go back to our meeting place and have finger foods. I am bringing homemade salsa and chips, another gal is making a chocolate cake yum yum:)
Journey comes home today, yeaaaaaa:) I miss her like crazy too, only she is coming home to me.....I am so grateful and blessed.
I will write you later my sweet son. I miss you more than you could ever know Nick!!!
I love you more ~moma~

Hi Sweet son

I love you babe, I miss you dearly.
I have class tonite, then we only have 2 more classes after tonite then we are done!!!It has been very helpful.
Journey comes home tomorrow, and Lloyd comes home on the 20th.
Greg and I have been choosing laminate, carpet, and vinyl for the past 4 days. I think we finally have it all down. I chose the carpet today and the vinyl Sat. So now we are only needing to choose the laminate, which I think we got the right color match today.
I will write you later my Nicholas. I miss you always babe.
I love you more ~moma~