Thursday, July 23, 2009

Hi Nicholas James

I love you Nick, I miss you so much...for the rest of my life! We are enjoying ourselves here in Sac. Tomorrow we are going to concord and Clayton, we are meeting your Aunt Kim and cousin Andrea in Clayton to lay flowers at your Pine tree. When we are done there we are going to visit Gr. and Gr. Devine. this will be a hard day indeed but one that is necessary to all of our healing.
I love you my boy, I love you so very much and I miss you so very much too. it never goes away Nick, the missing you never goes away!!!
i will write you later son. i miss you terribly handsome son. I love you more ~moma~

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Nicholas, I am here

Hi Sweet boy,
Well we are here Nick! We made it to Cali safe and sound. We took 97 and got to the inspection station and had to turn around and go back 8 miles to highway I-40 to I-5 because there was a huge fire burning through there. No big deal we were in no hurry.
We drove by Shasta and I cried and cried, God Nick I miss you son so very much. I took lots of pics and will post one for you soon. I hope 97 is open when we go home so I can take the kids to the mountain and show where I spread your ashes and carved your name in the rock.
I took the kids to Sun Splash last ight for the evening session. For 4 hours they played and loved it. We are gonna go to the drive in movies while here too, that should be fun.
We are going to the beach too in San Fran. We are going to clayton town on Friday to place flowers at Mt. Zion for you baby, then to your Aunt kims for lunch and swimming. The same house that you went to a couple years ago and swan with the kids in the lake. I will hug your cousins for you babe.
I love you sweet boy, and I miss you terrible. I will write you later son. I love you more ~moma~

Sunday, July 19, 2009

July 19, 2009
Hi sweet boy,I love you Nicholas.
I miss you honey...
I wrote you yesterday and do not see my entry???
We are leaving for Cali here in a few hours. Greg just got back into town, and we will leave by 8. I will be taking my laptop so I can write you while we are gone. I will be staying at Joyce's.
I love you sweet boy. I miss you I miss you.
I love you more ~moma~