Monday, May 30, 2011

***I remember you son, this memorial day***

Hi my Beautiful Boy,
I love you sweet son....missing you:(( We brought flowers to you today. They had all the flags up again today they do it every Memorial Day. It is so beautiful it means me to tears no matter how many times I see it. God it's not fair Nick that I have to bring "You" flowers...should be here with me with us Nick!!!
I am watching Little Faulkers right now with Greg. He's a good boy Nick, we miss you terrible. I always cry at every picture I see of you matter how many times I have looked at it, I miss your beautiful smile, face, heart!!! I still cry everyday, I still can't truly believe you died. I don't think I ever will fully accept it! I also think "that" is normal, normal for your Moma.
I miss you so much and can't wait to see you in heaven, whenever the good Lord wills. I bet it's beautiful Nick. I can't even imagine!!! I will write you later son. You are beautiful, I love you more, Moma~