Hi beautiful

I miss you son I love you too so very much. Having a good week, but missing you terribly. It is seemly harder as I am not self medicating in anyway!!! So I struggle through though sober hoping it will allow me necessary natural healing and grieving process to overcome this!
Journey and Greg are having a terrific year in school. They are both so beautiful inside and out. They really are great kids, some of the best teenagers I know. I remember many people yell me before they became teens, oh you wait til they reach their teenage years you won't think their suh great kids then. Well they were wrong!!! Very wrong, they are amazing, well adjusted, smart, kind, loving, funny, compassionate, caring kids. They do keep me going and I am so very proud of them:) wish you could be here and watch them grow up and spend time with them, you would have had a great te with them.
I love you so very much and miss you deeply. Hugs and kisses to you my beautiful boy. I will write you later son. Until then, lots of love to you my angel.
I love you more ~ Moma~