I love you Nick

Just missing you son.....as always but today I'm missing you a lot!!!! What to do Nick, what to do?! Nothing eases the pain the hurt the missing you...nothing!!!
I know it's early again but saying sweet dreams son. Nothing else to do but sleep, I pray I can go to sleep! Ugh!!!! I miss you babe, I love you, I love you more ~moma~

Hi baby

I know it's early in the evening, but I just wanted to say " Sweet Dreams" to you son. I'm feeling very sad and lonely so I think I will just lay down:( I miss you terribly and rekon I always will:( I love you so much Nick Nick....
I love you more ~ moma~

Hi my Nick Nick

Hi babe, I love you so much son.
It's been a pretty payed back weekend son. We are trying to get all the leaves cleaned up before the rain makes it impossible!!! Our trees are almost bare now, they look so sad that way. I wish Autum would last a little longer. I think it's gonna be a very cold winter son. I hope not though.
It's been 2 years since I last saw your face son. I can't believe it!!!! I miss you so much. I don't know how go on without you Nick. I don't want to live without you and yet I don't want to leave our family. It's not right....it's aweful!!! I want to kiss your face, hug you, tell you I love you, smell your skin son and just love you!!! I miss you beyond this universe Nick! The pain is still intense, and I don't know what to do:( I love you, I love you, I love you:)
I am feeling better but still under the weather a bit. I'm sending you hugs love and kisses sweet boy...everyday!!!
I will write you later son
I love you more ~moma~