Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Sweet Dreams Son, Sweet Dreams
I miss you and wanted to tell you "Sweet Dreams" son, miss you, I love you more and more and more ~MOMA~
Hi Nicholas
Happy 1st Birthday ShelbyPaige, Nana misses and loves you so very much Shelby bear. Sweet Dreams precious luv, luv.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Morning son
Hi Nicholas,
Morning son I miss you. Saw the kids off to school this morning and wanted to write to you before I got my day started. I went outside to get onyx's food from the garage and saw your bike there, it was very odd this time to see it there, it felt different and I realized I would not see you on it again, it hurt and I was a little angry too.
Journey and I went to Corks Place last night and we are going again tonight, we had the wrong age group for her, but i think it is a good place to start for all this grief, anger, sadness and pain. I am hopeful, I think Journey is too. Greg is not sure and I am praying that he open his mind and heart to it.
I talked with your aunt Kim again yesterday, we talk a couple times a week, they all really miss you so much, Andrea is especially having a hard time. I am thinking about going down to visit some family soon, I am gonna ask Melissa if she wants to go with me. I need to look at the next 4 day weekend or break from school. I don't think the kids will want to travel, so I will have to plan it out good.
I miss you baby I miss you so much. I better get going I have a million things to do. I wish I could hold you, kiss you, smile at you and see you smile back at me, and feel your love and warmth in your hugs today. I miss all of you I love you more ~Moma~
Morning son I miss you. Saw the kids off to school this morning and wanted to write to you before I got my day started. I went outside to get onyx's food from the garage and saw your bike there, it was very odd this time to see it there, it felt different and I realized I would not see you on it again, it hurt and I was a little angry too.
Journey and I went to Corks Place last night and we are going again tonight, we had the wrong age group for her, but i think it is a good place to start for all this grief, anger, sadness and pain. I am hopeful, I think Journey is too. Greg is not sure and I am praying that he open his mind and heart to it.
I talked with your aunt Kim again yesterday, we talk a couple times a week, they all really miss you so much, Andrea is especially having a hard time. I am thinking about going down to visit some family soon, I am gonna ask Melissa if she wants to go with me. I need to look at the next 4 day weekend or break from school. I don't think the kids will want to travel, so I will have to plan it out good.
I miss you baby I miss you so much. I better get going I have a million things to do. I wish I could hold you, kiss you, smile at you and see you smile back at me, and feel your love and warmth in your hugs today. I miss all of you I love you more ~Moma~
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Nicholas James
Hi son,
The Steelers won their 6th super bowl they have the most super bowl championships, kim was so happy that they won, I'm happy for her.
I missed you and thought about you a lot today, football and all, saw some of your friends, finding those pics of you and sissy last night, and I also found the third baby white feather you brought me, it was in one of your picture frames and when I moved the frame it fell off of it, so I put it in my silver heart on my dresser, it has some of your special things in it and some of mine too. Thank you son for the feathers and pennys, I love them, they are so special to me. I love you and miss you so much Nick, the world around me is falling apart, but I am trying not to follow it. I heart hurts all the time now, I hurt so much over you. I love you sweet son, I miss and love you more, Sweet Dreams Nicholas James, sweet dreams ~Moma~
The Steelers won their 6th super bowl they have the most super bowl championships, kim was so happy that they won, I'm happy for her.
I missed you and thought about you a lot today, football and all, saw some of your friends, finding those pics of you and sissy last night, and I also found the third baby white feather you brought me, it was in one of your picture frames and when I moved the frame it fell off of it, so I put it in my silver heart on my dresser, it has some of your special things in it and some of mine too. Thank you son for the feathers and pennys, I love them, they are so special to me. I love you and miss you so much Nick, the world around me is falling apart, but I am trying not to follow it. I heart hurts all the time now, I hurt so much over you. I love you sweet son, I miss and love you more, Sweet Dreams Nicholas James, sweet dreams ~Moma~
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