Morning son

Hi Nicholas,
Morning son I miss you. Saw the kids off to school this morning and wanted to write to you before I got my day started. I went outside to get onyx's food from the garage and saw your bike there, it was very odd this time to see it there, it felt different and I realized I would not see you on it again, it hurt and I was a little angry too.
Journey and I went to Corks Place last night and we are going again tonight, we had the wrong age group for her, but i think it is a good place to start for all this grief, anger, sadness and pain. I am hopeful, I think Journey is too. Greg is not sure and I am praying that he open his mind and heart to it.
I talked with your aunt Kim again yesterday, we talk a couple times a week, they all really miss you so much, Andrea is especially having a hard time. I am thinking about going down to visit some family soon, I am gonna ask Melissa if she wants to go with me. I need to look at the next 4 day weekend or break from school. I don't think the kids will want to travel, so I will have to plan it out good.
I miss you baby I miss you so much. I better get going I have a million things to do. I wish I could hold you, kiss you, smile at you and see you smile back at me, and feel your love and warmth in your hugs today. I miss all of you I love you more ~Moma~