WILDFLOWERS ~ TOM PETTY AND THE HEARTBREAKERS ~ FOR CHARISSE ~ (L...

I love you sweet son...and you do belong with the wild flowers, you are beautiful, I love you more Moma~

Hi Son...It's Thursday again.....

Nicholas,
Thursday's have always made me go into some kind of an emotional spin....since you left baby!!!! Thursday's will never be, look or feel the same EVER AGAIN!!!
I am having a rough day son, shacky but pushing through, moment by moment, hour by hour. I miss you fiercely today!!!!
I miss you always, today is a bad one. I love you my sweet Nick, I love and miss you so much son. I miss your voice, your love, your face, I miss hugging you, I miss your smell, your hugs and loving you!!!  I miss you:(
Hugs to you in heaven my Beautiful Boy....I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.

I love you more Moma~

***Hi Son***

I know you are proud of me.....
It was so so hard though to go there today, but I went!!! Only by God's Grace and by His Might.....
I love you love and losing you has all but destroyed me!!!! Sometimes I feel like I'm already dead, other times I think just kill me and end my misery, and other times I want to live and have a good life again....I just don't know if I have the strength!!! God give me strength.
Help me son, keep praying for Moma...
I love you sweet boy...forever in my thoughts and heart. I miss you beyond comprhension!!!!
I love you more Moma~