*Who You'd Be Today"*



Sunny days seem to hurt the most.

I wear the pain like a heavy coat.

I feel you everywhere I go.

I see your smile, I see your face,

I hear you laughin' in the rain.

I still can't believe you're gone.



It ain't fair: you died too young,

Like the story that had just begun,

But death tore the pages all away.

God knows how I miss you,

All the hell that I've been through,

Just knowin' no-one could take your place.

An' sometimes I wonder,

Who'd you be today?



Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?

Settle down with a family,

I wonder what would you name your babies?

Some days the sky's so blue,

I feel like I can talk to you,

An' I know it might sound crazy.



It ain't fair: you died too young,

Like the story that had just begun,

But death tore the pages all away.

God knows how I miss you,

All the hell that I've been through,

Just knowin' no-one could take your place.

An' sometimes I wonder,

Who you'd be today?



Today, today, today.

Today, today, today.



*[Instrumental Break]*



Sunny days seem to hurt the most.

I wear the pain like a heavy coat.

The only thing that gives me hope,

Is I know I'll see you again some day.



Some day, some day, some day.

Song By: Kenny Chesney

I remember my son listening to this song and many others by Linkinpark and


3-Doors down....I listen to them today and it hurts so bad to know this is what

he thought, how he felt, what he was relating to and what was going on in his

head...



Crawling in my skin

These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real



There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling



I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure

to take)



I felt this way before

So insecure



[Chorus]



Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me

Distracting, reacting

Against my will I stand beside my own reflection

It's haunting how I can't seem...



To find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure

to take)



I felt this way before

So insecure



[Chorus] (Repeat until end)



There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling (Whispered during chorus)

I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU, Nick.

___(♥₡₡₡₡♥_______♥₡₡₡₡♥)


_(♥₡₡₡____₡♥___♥₡____₡₡₡♥)

(♥₡₡₡_______₡♥₡_______₡₡₡♥)

(♥₡₡₡________I________₡₡₡♥)

_(♥₡₡₡_____Love______₡₡₡♥)

____(♥₡₡₡___You___₡₡₡♥)

______(♥₡₡₡_____₡₡₡♥)

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____________(♥♥)

I LOVE YOU MORE, MOMA~

｡I MISS YOU AS I AWAKEN ~ TO START A BRAND NEW DAY ~ I MISS YOU AS


THE SUN GOES DOWN ~ AND QUIETLY SLIPS AWAY ~ AND AS THE EVENING SHADOWS FALL ~ MY THOUGHTS

ARE ALL OF YOU ~ FOR YOUR WITH ME EVERY MOMENT ~ AND IN EVERYTHING I DO ｡

Your amazing Brother & Sister. We love you and miss you so much Nicholas, hugs moma~

NICHOLAS


If I could have a lifetime wish

a dream that would come true

I'd pray to God with all my heart

for yesterday and you.

A thousand words can't bring you back

I know because I've tried

And neither will a million tears

I know because I've cried.

You left behind my broken heart

and happy memories too

I never wanted memories...

I only wanted you.

I love you Nicholas~