Good night son

I love you Nick. I'm gonna read a little longer son, then head to bed. I just wanted to say goodnight and sweet dreams baby. I love you always and miss you always...
I love you more handsome ~ moma ~

Hi baby,

I miss you Nicholas, we really missed a lot last night for Holloween! Journey and Lynsie dressed up as old ladies they looked amazing, their outfits, shies, canes, hair and makeup looked great! They even had old lady hand bags:) Greg and Lloyd worked on his Acura all night! I took the girls out for awhile and 3 of Journeys friends went out trick or treating for a couple hours too. She got lots of candy and had fun. We took pictures of our carved pumpkins and of them, but we don't get our computer back til Friday. I will post pictures then.
After Journey got home we spead th candy out and went through it, then we ate lots of it:) Then I got het a hit footbath for her aching feet. They had school today so it was rough cuz they stayed up a little late, but they were there on ime. Journey and Greg both have good grades! We are proud of them and they are doing well.
I've been a bit under the weather for the past 5 days, hope I start feeling better soon! I hate being sick. Journey and Greg both missed school last week from a bug going around, they must of brought it home to moma!
I'm gonna lay down again son and try and shake this miserable cold. I love you baby, I miss you so much Nick:(
I will write you layer my son.
Hugs and kisses
I love you more ~ moma ~

Happy "Halloween" Son

Hi son,
I call it "Holloween" since you've been gone son. It has felt like a hollow life, a hollow heart and hollow holidays without Nick!!! I miss you so much Nick:( I'm gonna get busy with carving pumpkins, so I will write you a little later today okay?! I love you son...hugs ~moma~