Well son as you know Bobbi left me today and now you are holding her son:(( moma was so sad:(( Lloyd put her outside and she found an old pine tree and went and layed down under it to die! By the time I found her she was almost gone:(( I scooped her up and tried driving her to the vet but on my way there she drew her last breath:(( I just cried and cried son. I pulled over and just held her. I told her that she was very loved and that she was a good moma kitty!!! She knew I was there with her when she left this world! She died in my arms! The good thing about it all is I gave her a good life and home. She was so loved!!!
Journeys 16th birthday party is going on right now, she has 16 girls here it has been a very emotional but happy day!
Greg is getting his car painted tight....finally!!!
I love you son and know that you will take good care of Bobbi. I miss you so much Nick:(( forever loving and missing you:((
forever my son, forever my Nick Nick
I love you more, Moma~
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Nicholas James...my sweet son
Hi baby...I love you and miss you:((
Nicholas, moma is doing well. I have over 60 days back in my "lifestyle" program. It feels so good to be back. It is a miracle that I made it son....I still can't believe that I did make it, I never really believed it myself, but my good friends believed for me until I could believe it myself. I didn't have any hope, and more than that I didn't want to live without you in my life. Until of late, I wanted to die because I was so miserable. I still miss you like crazy, cry everyday, and am sad that you are not here with me son:(( I hate that you are gone and my heart is still broken beyond repair. It will never be whole again, until we meet in heaven. I miss you so much Nick. I cannot for the life of me believe you have been gone for almost 2 1/2 yrs.
Your beautiful sissy will be celebrating her "Sweet" 16 Birthday this Sat, as you know she will be 16 on Sunday, you don't know how many times I have thought about this day and counting on you being here to see it too. She is so very beautiful, smart and lovely.
Greg is so very handsome, smart and looking more and more like you every day. He got a job at Dairy Queen, and hopefully will have his car painted befor his 17th birthday.
Lloyd and I are divorcing after nearly 18 years. Son, you know I was not happy with things years ago. I tried and tried to make things work. I begged him not to leave the kids and I and work out of state and counrty for months at a time, but he has continued to do so for years. As a result Nick, we grew distant from each other instead of growing together. I am glad that we are going our seperate ways as he wants one thing and I another. Please pray for Greg and Journey that God will give them Peace, Comfort and Guidance.
I love you son, Nicholas......I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.....
I love you more, Moma~
Nicholas, moma is doing well. I have over 60 days back in my "lifestyle" program. It feels so good to be back. It is a miracle that I made it son....I still can't believe that I did make it, I never really believed it myself, but my good friends believed for me until I could believe it myself. I didn't have any hope, and more than that I didn't want to live without you in my life. Until of late, I wanted to die because I was so miserable. I still miss you like crazy, cry everyday, and am sad that you are not here with me son:(( I hate that you are gone and my heart is still broken beyond repair. It will never be whole again, until we meet in heaven. I miss you so much Nick. I cannot for the life of me believe you have been gone for almost 2 1/2 yrs.
Your beautiful sissy will be celebrating her "Sweet" 16 Birthday this Sat, as you know she will be 16 on Sunday, you don't know how many times I have thought about this day and counting on you being here to see it too. She is so very beautiful, smart and lovely.
Greg is so very handsome, smart and looking more and more like you every day. He got a job at Dairy Queen, and hopefully will have his car painted befor his 17th birthday.
Lloyd and I are divorcing after nearly 18 years. Son, you know I was not happy with things years ago. I tried and tried to make things work. I begged him not to leave the kids and I and work out of state and counrty for months at a time, but he has continued to do so for years. As a result Nick, we grew distant from each other instead of growing together. I am glad that we are going our seperate ways as he wants one thing and I another. Please pray for Greg and Journey that God will give them Peace, Comfort and Guidance.
I love you son, Nicholas......I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.....
I love you more, Moma~
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