Hi baby...I love you and miss you:((
Nicholas, moma is doing well. I have over 60 days back in my "lifestyle" program. It feels so good to be back. It is a miracle that I made it son....I still can't believe that I did make it, I never really believed it myself, but my good friends believed for me until I could believe it myself. I didn't have any hope, and more than that I didn't want to live without you in my life. Until of late, I wanted to die because I was so miserable. I still miss you like crazy, cry everyday, and am sad that you are not here with me son:(( I hate that you are gone and my heart is still broken beyond repair. It will never be whole again, until we meet in heaven. I miss you so much Nick. I cannot for the life of me believe you have been gone for almost 2 1/2 yrs.
Your beautiful sissy will be celebrating her "Sweet" 16 Birthday this Sat, as you know she will be 16 on Sunday, you don't know how many times I have thought about this day and counting on you being here to see it too. She is so very beautiful, smart and lovely.
Greg is so very handsome, smart and looking more and more like you every day. He got a job at Dairy Queen, and hopefully will have his car painted befor his 17th birthday.
Lloyd and I are divorcing after nearly 18 years. Son, you know I was not happy with things years ago. I tried and tried to make things work. I begged him not to leave the kids and I and work out of state and counrty for months at a time, but he has continued to do so for years. As a result Nick, we grew distant from each other instead of growing together. I am glad that we are going our seperate ways as he wants one thing and I another. Please pray for Greg and Journey that God will give them Peace, Comfort and Guidance.
I love you son, Nicholas......I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.....
I love you more, Moma~
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