Monday, February 28, 2011

Hi my sweet boy

Hi my baby, I miss you always everyday still I know I always will my son:(( there is nit really even an hour of any day that had passed since you have been gone, that I I have not thought of you, missed you, cried for you and longed to kiss your face hug you and hear your voice:(( it's raining out son and I always think of you in the rain:)) I miss your smell I miss your hugs I miss your love I miss your smile I miss your laughter I miss your hugs I miss your hugs I miss your hugs!!! I miss hearing you yell me " I love you Moma".
Greg and journey are doing great son:)) Greg started work yesterday at DQ, his first job ever:)) I am so proud of him. Journey isn't doing cheer again this year. She has a tin of friends and is so very beautiful:)) Greg is looking more and more like you everyday Nick, it is so very bittersweet!!! Bitter because his looks remind me of you that I cannot see but sweet because he looks like you. Oh Nick I miss you so so very much son. I can't believe you have been gone 28 months, and that you will also be 28 this year!!! I bet you have gotten so much more handsome in heaven, you were always my Brautiful Boy Nick.
I love you so Nick. Moma will write you soon, okay? I will have 60 in 2 days, and I know you are ao very proud of me!!! I am happy gain son, nit a 100% nit sure I will ever be, but I am experiencing happiness again son, it still comes in doses and degrees!!!
I love you my precious Nick Nick:))I love you more
Huggles Moma~