Hi my darling son

I miss you and live you baby:( I still wonder how I am supposed to live without you!!! I feel like and empty shell...like someone reached inside of me and scooped out my soul!!! How can one live without a soul? How can I live when all I feel like I'm doing day after day, is dying? I can't sleep son so I'm writing you, afterall... It is " You" who keep me awake at night!!! I miss you so much, my heart hurts so badly, and I honestly do not know what I'm gonna do with all this pain and loss!!! I love you my beautiful son...I love you so so much. Hugs and many kisses to you my boy. Night sweet son, I love you more ~ Moma~