****Nicholas, All I know is*****

I wrote a poem one day about my Nick Nick. Apparently I sent it in to an online site called Family Friends Poems, back on 10/19/09, I didn't remember doing it ( as it hadn't even been a year since Nick Nick was gone yet) and haven't thought about that site since. I just wanted to share this with my pos family. Love Tina~


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Son Death Poem

I am a bereaved Mother and Nana. I lost my son Oct. 23, 08 and granddaughter June of 08. My heart hurts. I have 2 other kids they are wonderful. 14 and 15. married and live in Wa.

All I Know Is...





All I know is.... I will always miss my Nick and long for him.

All I know is.... one minute I'm together and the next I'm falling apart.

All I know is.... my heart hurts all the time and it has never felt whole since the day he died.

All I know is.... the tears won't stop filling up my eyes, soaking my pillows or staining my face.

All I know is.... I "Really Really" miss him.

All I know is.....it hurts ALL the time.

All I know is.....I want him back.

All I know is.....sometimes I want him so badly, that I want to go to him.

All I know is.... there is no greater ache in this world than my child dying.

All I know is.....I love him, even in death, I love him so much.



© Tina Pielstick By: Tina Pielstick 10-19-09





Poem Source: All I Know Is..., Son Death Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/death/poetry.asp?poem=27816#ixzz19wTZccVo







Each day at dawning, I lift my head high

And raise up eyes to the infinite sky,

And, as I give thanks, I quietly pray,

"God, keep me and guide me and go with me today."

(((Helen Steiner Rice)))

Tina, Moma to Nicholas, Gregory & Journey:

R.I.P. My Sweet Son Nick,Nick,

8-24-83 to 10-23-08

"I love you more"

My Precious ShelbyPaige (Grand-daughter

2-4-08 to 6-29-08 Forever your Nana

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http://nicholas-devine.gonetoosoon.org

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