****The Broken Tea Cup****

I WAS A BROKEN TEA CUP
MY CHINA WAS ALL SHATTERED
GLUED BACK TOGETHER MANY TIMES
BUT MY FRAGMENTS WERE ALL SCATTERED


I WAS USELESS TO ANYONE
I COULDNT HOLD NOTHING ANYMORE
FOR WHEN YOU TRIED TO USE ME
FROM MY CRACKS I WOULD POUR


I JUST TOOK UP NEEDED ROOM
MY DESIGN WAS FADED AWAY
WITH ALL MY HOPES JUST GONE
I THEN DECIDED TO PRAY


AFTER I HAD SAID AMEN
THERE CAME BY A MAN IN WHITE
HE SAID HIS NAME WAS JESUS
OH HE WAS A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT


HE REACHED TO PICK ME UP
AND I FELT HIS WARM EMBRACE
HE BEGAN TO FILL MY CRACKS
THEY LEFT ME WITH NO TRACE


HE GAVE ME A NEW DESIGN
HE MADE ME A SIGHT TO SEE
FOR JESUS MADE ME NEW AGAIN
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME?


NOW I HAVE FOUND A PURPOSE
I CAN HOLD WHAT YOU MAY POUR
BECAUSE OF JESUS LOVING ME
I AM NOT USELESS ANY MORE


**My heart will always be shattered Nick, because you are not here wit me**

***ALMOST NEW YEARS....AGAIN****

Damn-It and your not here with me again.......
I will write you on 1/1/11, okay son. I am gonna try to rest. Journey did her 1ST professional photo shoot today, they shot over 4,100 pictures....WOW!!!! He loved her, the camera loved her, and she loved the day. She is so very beautiful, she takes moma's breath away, truly.
I miss you with all the broken pieces of my heart.

I love you more moma~

*****I love you sweet Son******

Nicholas,
I love you son, miss you as always....It's almost "New Year's" and of course another freaken Holiday to cry through missing you, UGH!!!! It never freaken ends I swear.

Hear You Me/May Angels Lead You In -- Jimmy Eat World w/ Lyrics!