I MISS YOU NICHOLAS.....

More than you would EVER know, or ANYONE for that matter!!!!!!
~moma~

I MISS YOU NICHOLAS

I LOVE YOU MORE ~MOMA~

Hi sweet son,

So much to share with you!!! I am SO VERY Gald I have you to share it with.

I love you Nicholas James,

Hi my sweet boy...I miss you!!!
Just looking at pictures in my pacasa album and wanted to send you a few. I went and got a really cute birthday card for Journey today, it's awesome, she's gonna love it. On the front it says Sweet Girl, smart Girl, My Girl ( in italics)then you open it and it sings the song "My Girl" it is way kewl. Then, there's a button on it that I can record a 10 second personal message for her. I haven't decided yet what my message to her will be:) You got something Nick? Well, we are gonna give her lots of spending $$ too. It will be such a treat for her to be at Disnay World for her 15th Birthday!!! Wow, what a fortunate girl huh?!!! She's so pretty Nick. That was a word you used a lot with me and her. I miss you calling me "Pretty Moma"... I miss you so much Nicholas!!!
I do find some peace and some relief in KNOWING, I WILL see you again someday in heaven, save a place for me son...I will be there.
I love you sweet baby James, that's Nicholas James.
I'll write you later babe.
Hugs, Kisses, and all moma's love.
I love you more ~moma~

My Handsome

Here's one of moma...I love you Nicholas James

Hi my handsome, son.
i love you baby, I miss you so very much. I think about you always. There isn't a day that has gone by that I am not sharing you, your life, your love with another individual. you will never be forgotten, but always missed!!!
I made Spicy Fried Chicken legs today and thought of you. Remember when you had your own house and Journey, me and greg came over and you were frying up spicy chicken legs?!!! Oh my god Nick, they were the Bomb, the best and I cannot replicate that for the life of me. I will never forget that meal with you. or how much you loved to eat. Always coming over asking "You got anything good to eat moma? you always foud something, I miss you coming in the door and going straight for the frig, but only after hugging me first and saying " I love ya moma" I miss you Nick, I miss everything about you:(
Journey leaves for Florida Wed for 6 days, for "Nationals" She will also be going to Disney World and Universal Studios, and it will be her 15th Birthday on Sat the first day of her last major competion for the season. She will have 2 more here locally then she will be done. She is gonna do high School Gymnastics with Bret garland, he teaches there at Richland High, she is good friends with his daughter Carly, since she was about 5. So, she is looking forward to that. She starts Drivers Ed, when she gets back from Florida:) She is so beautiful and growing up so fast. She's still small but has been going through a growing spirt.
Greg is just an amazing young man and will be getting his license this month. he is so handsome and well liked by many. He does good in school and he is a good boy to moma. I told him he could start dating at 16, he has 3 girls lined up.It's so cute. The girls love him, he's such a gentleman just like Lloyd:) They warm my heart and keep me going in the right direction son. They miss you so so so much Nick. Greg expresses his grief in his art. He made a nice cup/vase last week and brought it home, it had a profound poetic verse on it, along with R.I.P nick on the side of it. He misses you so much honey...we all do.
I'll never "get over" losing you...never!!!
i love you baby and better get some sleep. Another long week ahead of me.
I will write you later handsome. I am sending 2 pics of them along. All mu undying love, hugs and kisses to you my Nick Nick.
I love you more ~moma!