Sunday, November 7, 2010

Hi my Nick Nick

Hi babe, I love you so much son.
It's been a pretty payed back weekend son. We are trying to get all the leaves cleaned up before the rain makes it impossible!!! Our trees are almost bare now, they look so sad that way. I wish Autum would last a little longer. I think it's gonna be a very cold winter son. I hope not though.
It's been 2 years since I last saw your face son. I can't believe it!!!! I miss you so much. I don't know how go on without you Nick. I don't want to live without you and yet I don't want to leave our family. It's not right....it's aweful!!! I want to kiss your face, hug you, tell you I love you, smell your skin son and just love you!!! I miss you beyond this universe Nick! The pain is still intense, and I don't know what to do:( I love you, I love you, I love you:)
I am feeling better but still under the weather a bit. I'm sending you hugs love and kisses sweet boy...everyday!!!
I will write you later son
I love you more ~moma~

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