Hi sweet boy,
Tonight is the "National Candle Lighting" ceremony for those who have lost a child. We will all be there to light a candle in your honor. Tonight, together we will remember and honor, Nicholas James Devine and ShelbyPaige Nyra Devine.
Tonight is the "National Candle Lighting" ceremony for those who have lost a child. We will all be there to light a candle in your honor. Tonight, together we will remember and honor, Nicholas James Devine and ShelbyPaige Nyra Devine.
I light a candle almost daily for you, one has been lit since I woke this morning, and will burn for 24 hours. I miss you so much my sweet Nick.
We got out our home video's of the family. You were so ALIVE, beautiful, happy! One we watched was Christmas 07, we were all excited that you and Jess were pregnant. I love you and miss you so much. My heart was racing watching the video's, but I couldn't stop myself from watching even though it was with unbarable pain and tears streaming down my face. I just watched you, your every move, listened to your voice, saw your smile, looked into your eyes!!! Greg and Journey were so cute too. Your Dad was over that Christmas, as we always invited him and Uncle "D" too. Those were such happy times, good memories and days filled with love, laughter and gratitude.
I am learning how not to take one breath for granted. We all say we don't but we all do it. Through your death, I am TRULY learning how to LIVE EACH MOMENT, with gratefulness, gentleness and tender love.
I miss you sooooo much. I will write you when I get back from tonight's ceremony.
I love you more ~moma~
We got out our home video's of the family. You were so ALIVE, beautiful, happy! One we watched was Christmas 07, we were all excited that you and Jess were pregnant. I love you and miss you so much. My heart was racing watching the video's, but I couldn't stop myself from watching even though it was with unbarable pain and tears streaming down my face. I just watched you, your every move, listened to your voice, saw your smile, looked into your eyes!!! Greg and Journey were so cute too. Your Dad was over that Christmas, as we always invited him and Uncle "D" too. Those were such happy times, good memories and days filled with love, laughter and gratitude.
I am learning how not to take one breath for granted. We all say we don't but we all do it. Through your death, I am TRULY learning how to LIVE EACH MOMENT, with gratefulness, gentleness and tender love.
I miss you sooooo much. I will write you when I get back from tonight's ceremony.
I love you more ~moma~
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