I Miss You

I miss you Nick, I will always miss you, and welcome the day that the good Lord reunites us all. I wonder all the time, as does Journey...what you are doing. I have thought about it with Nana, Greg, and others. it is so hard to imagine for anyone, because it is a "SPIRITUAL" world you live in now, and that is unknown to us earthlings, for sure. Like I told Journey, we don't and won't know what it is like until we are there!!! but I also told her that God does promise that there will be No more pain, No more tears, No more sorrow and No more dieing, now that is something to look forward to and to also rest in that peace knowing Nick is there, safe and free from all of lifes torments, pains, sorrow, fear and saddness. It was to say the least a very good talk between us. With knowing and believing all that God promises it still doesn't take away my longing for YOU or the pain of losing YOU. I must confess. I am YOUR Moma and I don't think those thoughts and feelings will ever leave me, until the day I hold you close once again, forever. I know you miss me too, I feel it, but you aren't sad. I know your soul is finally at peace, I know this for sure. As much pain as I have, I am greatful that you are at peace son. I will carry that burden if it means you are pain free and safe in heaven and free from all worries of the world. I miss you more than I can ever say...there are no words to discribe my heart, none. I miss you I love you more ~moma~