NICHOLAS

Hi son,
Journey was sick again this morning and stayed home from school, I'm glad we have an appointment tomorrow with Dr. Bradley, it will be good to talk to him about some things. Her tummy is so messed up Nick, I need to help her through all this she is struggling, she's having a hard time sleeping and concentrating at school right now. Greg is doing okay, but he too is having a hard time concentrating. They are both having a hard time getting to sleep. We all are. We are trying to help each other through this, it's gonna take some time, a lot of love and support. I miss you so much Nicholas James. Sometimes I feel like getting wasted just to not have to realize what my life is like right now without you, just drown all my sorrows and pain, and not feel a damn thing. Only I can't!!! I have to take care of the kids, but don't think I don't think about it all the time. I miss you babe, I love you more ~Moma~