HI Nicholas James Devine,
I miss you so so much baby, I love you so much more. I have a hard time keeping up with both the blog, the guest book and my own personal journeling, it's too much writing and so I write daily in the GB and here sometimes. I wish I could put the two together, that would be great. i will be sad when my birthday comes and you wont be here to give me a kiss and hug, it will hit me hard I am sure. I love love you so much son. I miss you, I miss you, I love you more ~Moma~
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In Loving Memory, Honor, and Admiration for my son Nicholas James Devine. I'll miss you forever, I'll love you for always, as long as I'm living, my baby you'll be.
Moma misses You Nicholas
My Beautiful Boy
This is my heart and soul, my aches and pains. my joy and sorrow, my feelings and thoughts...the story of my life after my son's death~
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In Loving Memory, Honor, and Admiration for my son Nicholas James Devine. I'll miss you forever, I'll love you for always, as long as I'm living, my baby you'll be.
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**PLEASE share your personal thoughts, stories, photos etc on the the following link to Nick's guestbook as we are all comforted by them. Thank you http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/contracostatimes/obituary.aspx?page=lifestory&pid=119252601
A little about Nicholas
Nicholas was born August 24, 1983 in Concord Ca. Nicholas flew away to Heaven on October 23, 2008 in Clayton,Ca. He lived in Wa. State for 20 years. Nick was an Amazing Son, Incredible Daddy, a wonderful brother, and a great friend. He was loved by so many so much, but not more than his Moma. Nicholas was great at striking up a conversation with a perfect stranger. Moma's notes to Nick will be my way to say "Hello", "Sweet Dreams" and "I love you More's" to my precious son Nick. You are in Moma's heart and soul forevermore. I will post, update and add to his blog often, to share about his life, his spirit and his love. This is my son's legacy. Until we meet again my Beautiful Nicholas. I miss you something fierce son, and I will never get over you, never! I will always miss you in my life. I love you more~Moma~
I'm so proud of "YOU" son
Moma misses You Nicholas
Nicholas James on his Repsol
My Beautiful Boy
My Hansome Nick (17)
Your precious baby feet Nick.
Nick's Obituary from Tri City Herald
http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/tricityherald/obituary.
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3 comments:
Hello ~Moma~,
I found your blog and thought I would say hello. I'm sorry to hear about your son...it is never easy when someone we love, especially so young leaves us way too soon! My best friend died in a car accident with me 20 years ago-it was an incredibly difficult time...I can't even imagine what it feels like to "lose" a child. I found your blog because you mention "I Love You More" and I've written a book by the same name. If you don't have it on your shelf you might want to pick it up. It is a conversation of love shared between a mother and son. Our book starts from both sides and reads to the middle---so like your love for your son---it never ends! I'm sending you lots of healing energy and love! Consider this another conversation Nicholas struck up with a perfect "stranger". He sounds like a great son, friend, man and soul!
Keep Shining!
Laura Duksta
author, I Love You More
Wow, and hello Laura!!
First, thank you for writing and suggesting "your" book "I love You more" I have managed a few books since my son's passing. The Shack, The Lovely bones, and another was suggested but I havent gotten it yet.
Your books name almost scares me, but I also KNOW that Nothing, comes into our lives in either wrong or bad timing, but perfectly on time. As hard as that truth applys to me at this time in my life I know it to be true in the deepest part of my being. I hate to admit that!! It hurts, but there are many things that are hard for us to grasp, understand, comprehend, or accept. Some things will remain a mistery until all is said and done.
Second, I will consider this a "strike up conversation" as Nicholas did...often, he was completely a "Social Butterfly". That is what he called his precious daughter (my first grand baby) ShelbyPaige Nyra Devine. She passed away June 29th.
Laura, 2008 was the most unbelievable, and indescribable year of all my 44. Shelbypaige was born, our first grand baby on both sides. Oh, life was grand and beautiful and everything was new, including her. It was one of my biggest and happiest moments in my life to become a "Nana". Another was watching Nick my son be a "Daddy" to her and to see his pride and love at first sight the moment she was born, and to see how much HIS heart and life was FULL of "Unconditional love". He did experience that with her too!!!
Third, Thank you for writing me, what a very "loving" thing to do. Honestly I was "shocked" to see I had a comment, I almost missed it, because no one ever responds, now I cant say that anymore, thanks to you :). I hope you came back and read the poem I wrote him in the last couple days. For weeks and weeks I have been wanting to write about what has been going on inside of me but the words werent there yet and one late night it was like the flood gates were opened wide and out it came. I hope to meet you someday. I respect and love Books, Authors, and Reading, I also "Believe" I was born TO WRITE. I never knew what, but I do still believe this.
Blessings and much LOVE to you and yours.
Peace ~Moma~ (Nick's moma)
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