"Sweet Dreams" sweet Nick

I love you my son, I love you with all that is in me. I miss you to the ends of the earth and I can hardly stand it. I feel like I will go bazurk!!! I miss my Shelby Bear too. Please kiss her for Nana, okay honey? I thought about her a lot today and I cry about this whole thing constantly. I am sick to my tummy right now. I know it will never stop. I am greatful God is carrying me and holding me together, without Him, I............... I don't know what!!! I love you my boy, I love you always and forever. I will write you in the morning son. I miss you son, I love you more ~moma~