Hi my Nick

Hi baby,
I miss you son, and I wish you were here! I love you my boy. It's memorial weekend, this is the weekend Lloyd and I met 16 years ago. Remember I took you with me to Dayton for the Clean & Sober camp-out? This is where we met Lloyd, and you had some words for him about taking your moma for a bike ride. you called him a f-----. but when we got back, he took you for a ride, and we had a great weekend from that point on. you were afraid he would take me away from you...but he didn't. In fact he made our lives richer by being in them, and has taken care of us ever since. You liked him and realized he was a pretty great guy afterall. He loved you so very much Nick, and he really misses you. I will write you later my boy. I miss you more than all the grains of sand on the ocean shores!!! And then some. I love you more ~moma~