My Son,

Hi sweet boy,
The sun is shinning so bright today and there's no wind. It is beautiful outside!
Nicholas I have to tell you son, that Moma and Auntie Julie have been up ALL night, plugging away at designing, submitting, posting, and creating this Beautiful masterpiece. I have been wanting to get this done for a while now. This has been a great learning experience for me. I didn't know how to do any of this kind of stuff on my computer before my sister showing me how to do it. I feel empowered. You don't know how long this damn computer's been kicking my ass. Well, not anymore son. I swear, Auntie Julie is the computer Wiz.
It has been both painful and comforting to create such a beautiful site for you Nick. We both literally stayed up all night doing this. I appreciated every bit of her help. I'm greatful to your Auntie Julie who TOOK the TIME out of her life and worked with me to get this blog up and going. Even though she knows just how important it is for me to have this done, she also did it for you, her and all the rest of us. She didn't want to take any creadit for it though!!! Tough shit sister. Without her help doing this blog, it would still only be a hope for me to one day get it done
I miss you so much, and watching all the videos, looking at all the pictures, then building this site piece by piece has been both overwhelming and satisfiying. Not to mention we have not slept a wink and now it's nearly noon. This is all in your honor son!!!
I wish you were here because I miss you so terribly. I love you more ~Moma~