I miss you a lot today my boy. There have way too many deaths, our children are perishing and our babies are dieing before us and our hearts and guts are getting ripped out of our chests!!! I don't know if i can go to one more funeral this week. When I went to put flowers on Shelby's grave there was a new baby there, she was just a few minutes old before she passed. Ugh!!! Jess showed up, her and I greg and Journey visited for a few. She gave me the book "I love you more" by Laura Duksta. It tells the story from moma's point of view on how much more she loves him, then it tells the story of the boy and much more he loves her. It reads from front to center, flip the book and it reads from back to center. It is an amzing story of love...our love Nick. You were such a loving boy, everyone knew you had a heart of gold, but moma knew you had a heart as big as the ocean!
We just got back from Jordon's funeral. There were some mutual friends there, he was 18 son, and he died from a heroin overdose. Why lord, why our babies!!! my heart went out to the entire family, but especially his moma. I miss you so much Nick, I will always miss you, and long for you and your love in my life.
I will write you later my boy, I miss you, I miss you, I love you more ~moma~
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