Good Morning Son

Hi my sweet boy, I miss you!
Today I'm gonna take Greg to Grandpa's to do some more trimming on their bushes, and to mow the lawn. He's earning extra money this summer for his car and stereo. He can also buy some fire works for the 4th. We were going to the beach but Staci cancelled the plan, and they were her friends we were going to meet at the beach. She had a family emergency. It sucks, but I don't want to go unless she will be there too. Oh well, next time.
When we come to Cali, we can go to the beach then. I know Joyce will want to go too and take her Gr. daughter's with us. I would like to take them to Marine World too. I took you there Nick when you were 16 years old. We met your God parents there, Uncle Harry and Aunt Denise, and your cousins, Amelia, Giavanni and Kyle. Your Aunt Kelly was there too. We had a lot of fun that day. But your Nana ended up passing away that next week after father's day. this was terrible, because everyone thought Nana would be okay, but she didn't make it through the surgery.
I love you Nicholas and miss you beyond imagination. my heart will never be the same again Nick, how could it???
I will write you later son. Your brother and sissy miss you like crazy too. They talk about you a lot more than even a couple months ago, which is great especially for Greg as he is more private with his emotions but has no problem showing them in his own time and when he feels it is safe. He has alway shared with me and our immediate family, but i can see that he is a little more relaxed about it.
We just miss Our Nick...I love you my boy, I love you more ~moma~