Hi my sweet Nick

Hi baby, I miss you and I love you so much.
i took you with me when i went to my interview this morning, you are always in my heart but you were on my mind the whole morning while getting ready, driving to my app. and while interviewing, I constantly thought of you. You were my guardian angel all the way.
The interview went very good, it is a long process, and a very good company to work for. I have a lot to learn and catch up on for sure. I have been out of the loop of "doing hair" in a professional setting for a very long time. There is always something new to learn in this business, but I have a lot to brush up on too. I will know if I start work with then within 24 hours. If it's meant to be I will start the first week in Aug. I have to bring in 4 models to figure out where I am what I do well what i need to brush up on and what i need to perfect!
I miss you my boy. I am looking forward to coming to Cali, it will be a hard thing but also a healing time for me and the kids. We will hopefully visit lots of family, and have lots of fun while there. The last 2 times in Cali were devastating for us all. Time to make new memories, new beginnings, and let some of the old ones go. It is still so difficult for me son, one day at a time.
I will write you later son. I love, love, love you. I love you more ~moma~