Hi baby,
I miss you my boy. The past week has been extremely difficult!
The 21st was mine and Lloyd's 16th Ann. It has been hard to celebrate anything since you been gone!
Today has been 10 months since you went to Heaven!! Oh my boy, I miss you so very much. I still cannot even believe you aren't here. Never in a million years would I ever think I would bury my child...NEVER! I can't even accept you are gone, it hurts to bad. I miss you Nicholas James, I miss you terribly!!!
Tomorrow we are going to the fair to watch the Derby. Yes, on your birthday! I don't know what I am gonna do tomorrow and you aren't there son!!!
I will write later. I am a mess today, the anxiety is aweful. I will try to focus on Greg and Journey and loving them, in hopes of filling that hole and hurt in my soul. We will all miss you beyond the norm tomorrow. I love you my Nicholas, I love you more ~moma~
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