Hi Son

I love you Nick,
Well, I went with Nikki today for lunch, it was good to see her. Unless we make a date we won't see each other for several weeks. So, that seems to be the only way I can get together with anyone anymore...put it on the calender.
It is so hard to write you sometimes son. There is so much to tell you and I have so much to say and share with you, but I realize more and more as I get on to write you....your really gone!!! I want to share with you bacause I feel closer to you, even though I know I will never get a response from you, I do it over and over. Ugh!
I love you and miss you so very much Nicholas James. I will always miss you.
I am still reading my book and it is helping me to some degree, I know I'm doing more. I am even thinking about going back to work. I still do Ascential but I might want to do something different now.
Greg and Lloydd are painting the car right now. No school today so they spent most of the weekend getting it ready to spray. It's been windy the last 2 days though, today it let up so they are going for it.
I will write you later son.
I miss you , I miss you, I miss you son.
I love you more ~moma~