Hi son

Hi Angel boy,
I love you my dear Nick, I miss you!!!
Today was a very busy day and it is now almost 8 pm. Time flew by because we had so much to do
My friend Nikki came over and we worked on burning pics to Cd's. She taught me the process and I am still doing it. It will take me a few days, there are over 24 GB of pics and movies on this laptop! It is overworked and slow as heck, but not for long.
Greg and Journey both had friends stay over last night, so they went home around noon. I have done laundry and cleaned. Journey made no-bakes, they are yummy:) Good job journey girl.
She's doing her homework right now. Greg and Lloyd are at the shop...again. Lloyd has been working on her golf cart again too. The kids run the heck out of it. But man do they have fun with it.
Man Nick, so much of my thinking and everyday life is about you, weather your here or not!!! It is so damn hard to try and move forward and heal when so much of you constantly reminds me that you died! Shit. Just when I think I am going along OK and making progress, I feel like I get catapulted back again! to the day you died. I miss you and yet I know I'll see you again! It almost feels like my mind plays tricks on me, or that I am going crazy. I just don't get it Nick. It is the most difficult "thing" concept I have ever had to wrap my brain around.
I love you my sweet boy Nick. I miss you more than any words could ever convey!
i will write you later.
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL....FOREVER BEAUTIFUL!!!
I love you more ~moma~