Hi sweet son

Hi my sweet boy Nick,
I miss you so very much still...all the time, god I just want to hug you so bad son, I wish you were here.
Your beautiful cousin Angela was married this evening. She married a wonderful guy, they met in college. He lives in Spokane so she is moving there in 2 weeks. Her wedding was perfect and beautiful. I cried and cried!! first because she looked so beautiful, then because I thought about Journey's wedding day, then I wished you were there with us to see it, then I cried because I never got to see you get married Nick........ sad thoughts and missing you terribly right now. but I always miss you, I am sad today and have had some hard days this week, I just miss you so much!
I will say Greg and Journey are doing better son, they are getting along a lot like they did before you died baby. We , us, they, you and they, we were all so close! It was a very rough year for them, but they are doing much better and regaining that close bond between them again. It was so hard to see them like that, unhappy, scared, sad and distant from each other. I thank God that they are healing and coming back together again. Being at the same school together has helped alot in just the past 3 weeks.
It makes my heart glad and full to see them loving on each other, being kind, and laughing again. They miss you...bad! Greg told me the other day "It's like he's still here". I said what do you mean son and he said well, it's like I don't really want to think he's gone and that its real, even though I haven't seen him. He spoke volumes when you said that Nick. When he does start letting it in a lil more he will talk to me, he promised. He's such a good boy Nick, you would be so very proud of him.
I love you so very much sweet son, and I miss you............... Incomprehensibly.
I miss you.....
I love you more ~moma~