Sunday, September 27, 2009


September 27, 2009
Nicky,I love you baby, I love you so much.
I miss you more than anyone could ever imagine. My heart is sick over missing you, but I will get through this for all our sake. I wish I could hold you, hug you, love you!!! You will always be the love of my life sweet boy. Most days are still so unbearable.
I am sending you G&J H.C. pic. Aren't they beautiful son? We missed you so bad last night. Jessica came over about 5. I did a special dinner here for about 8 kids,candle lite and all. The table was decorated with green and gold beads for Richland Bombers colors, they loved it. Jess and I took the kids to H.C. about 7:30 then we went to see you and Shelby, we sat and talked for awhile, we had a great visit.
She misses you terribly, and like me too she can't really believe you are both gone!!!I miss you both so very much. Our hearts ache and are broken over losing you both.I miss you baby. It's gonna take a lifetime for my heart to heal....if ever.
I love you more ~moma~

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