Hi sweet boy. I miss you soooooo much.
The last 9 days have been a nightmare for me. I finally got some sleep last night and I am not feeling as depressed this morning. The "Hollow" day's (Holidays) make it worse, it is rough. I don't even remember last years Thanksgiving day, I stayed home didn't go to Gr. Pielsticks. I was still in shock of losing you, and in the bubble. I am going to Selena's this year, gonna be with FRIENDS, who love me know me, and have been down this road. I'm taking Greg too, we are gonna be surrounded with love, friends, games, good food, and laughter...a much needed medicine this year.
I love you sweet son and miss you so damn much I can't stand it. I have struggled hard the past 2 weeks, but pulling out of it, some through the help of counseling, some meds, venting and my on line support group. I will write you later my son, my love my Nick, Nick forever.
Hugs and kisses baby.
I love you more ~moma~
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