Sunday, November 22, 2009

Nicholas, my boy

Beautiful Boy I miss you so damn much.
My heart aches and my body hurts so bad...and it won't stop. Sometimes I just want to join you.
I have been very sad, not sleeping and mad as hell the past week. You should be here Nick, you should be here.
I wanted to write and tell you I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANY OTHER SOUL EVER COULD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will write you later. I go see my Dr. tomorrow, I hope he can help me.
I miss you my beautiful boy, I miss you.
I love you more ~moma~

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