Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Hi My Sweet Nicholas James


Hi sweet son,
I love you and miss you so much, everyday!!! All the time, and when I think of you today it is mostly with LOVING, HAPPY, GOOD, and BEAUTIFUL thoughts and memories. I miss your love so very much though son...and know I always will.
Journey and I are gonna call Bella Rose and sing her Happy Birthday she is 4 today:) She's so precious. Joyce is so blessed with 3 beautiful grand daughters. I love them all and wish I was closer to them.
I had a decent day Nick, did a lot of working, cleaning, and went for a 20 minute walk today first time in a long time, it felt good.
It is cold out but still no snow, I'm glad about that for now. This weekend we are gonna put up lights and tree. We still have to clean up all the leaves ugh!!!
I will write you later son. Gotta make dinner and return some emails, and most important spend some time with Lloyd Greg and Journey. I have spent a lot of time on this comp. But got a lot done today. One of my good friends miscarried today, I am so heart broken:( I just gave her a congrats card for her and Chad yesterday!!! I can even believe it. I am so damn sad.
It's been a day of very odd circumstances. Tomorrow court for that bad girl Julie, I will be glad when court is over. Then I pick up Olivia at noon. We are gonna bake Homemade bread in my bread maker, I better get brushed up on it. Nana got that for me and Lloyd a long time ago. Glad I still have it:)
I love you and miss you so very very much my Nick, Nick.
I love you more ~moma~

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