MY Beautiful Nick,

Sweet son,

I had a better day today...court was a huge victory!!! Praise God.

I miss you sweet Nick, so very very very much....I can't believe one can miss another person, loved one as much as I miss you!!! It has been 14 long agonizing, tormented, painful. heart wrenching, aching, tear filled, emotional, neurotic, grief stricken months!!! Those are just words to people who have never lost a child...let alone one to suicide.

I love you Nicholas James Devine. I miss you so much my sweet boy.

I will write you later,

I love you more ~moma~