Hi sweet boy,
I picked up G&J after school and we went shopping for a couple hours together, it was nice to get out and it was good dinging around with the kids for awhile. we stopped by to say Hi, but we will come visit tomorrow after school to bring you gifts and LOVE for Christmas, okay!
I love you sweet boy, I miss you madly right now....every moma whose lost a child knows what MADLY means, others do not understand!!! I'm not alone...but I am, YOU WERE MINE!!! I love you baby, I love you so much sweet Nick, Nick.
Lloyd and Greg got all our Christmas decorations from the garage tonight and brought them in the house...here we go again...without you another Christmas! I can't believe it STILL!!!!
Stuff is everywhere, it is a Merry Mess, huh!! Made myself laugh for a sec.
Journey had cheer tonight, so I took her. I stayed for an hour and watched her, I'm so glad I did and so very proud of her accomplishments. She works SO freakin hard, oh my goodness Nick, I know you know!!! She is amazing and all the girls are doing better. But she's "THE BEST" honest:) So then Journey got home and we went through Christmas things, had dinner, checked out the lights etc. We will decorate tree tomorrow, together...ALL of us and you and Shelby! I cannot even IMAGINE how beautiful it is in heaven!!! I think about that a lot since your heaven birthday!!! I know you are happy, safe and free. I know you are loved, I miss you though. I still want you back Nick!!!
I have to get some rest I didn't have much last night, God knows!!!
I will write you later my sweet Nicholas James.
Sweet Dreams, I love you.....
I love you more ~moma~
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