Nicholas

Just for today I will try to live through the next 24 hours and not expect to get over my child's death, but instead learn to live with it, just one day at a time.

Good morning my beautiful son,

Wow!!! The surprising blanket of snow on the ground this morning is beautiful, my my, what a beautiful display! Something only God can do. The snow is falling at a calm but steady pace. Greg and Journey are still nestled in bed. I get up early and let the dogs out, but today I didn't let them out til 9, so I don't know when it started snowing, but it sure is pretty. Tell God Thank you, we love the snow, it always reminds me of you though!!! I have several beautiful memories of you, Greg & Journey in the snow, you all love it so much. I like to watch it fall, and I love the way it looks outside too, it's so pretty. I remember taking the 3 wheelers, sleds and dogs out to many a side roads with you kids and having a great ole' time :) I remember seeing the surprised looks on your faces when you would wake up in the morning and find that it had snowed, I couldn't help you guy's find your snow boots, hats and gloves fast enough, so you could get out the door:) You guy's would slide in it, make snow balls and build snowman, what great memories:) I love thinking about those times. So, I think I'll hold that thought and those memories close for right now, and go get the dishes done.

I Love you...I Miss you son.

I will always love and miss you son.

I love you more ~moma~