Well, Chritsmas day is over and I am glad, it was a most difficult day for me. I can't stand being without you...it kills me everyday..sometimes I don't want to live without you. Some days I don't even want to get out of bed! Like I said, I do it for Greg and Journey period. Otherwise I think I would lay in bed all day and sleep my life away, or join you, or just lay there til I died. My heart is so broken and hurt so bad day after day being without you. Time makes it worse, the more time that goes by the more my heart seems to ache for you.
It was a very rough day, a day I wish I could have skipped knowing I would wake to not find you in it, in my life, in out home, in my presence.
I don't have anything else to say except...I miss you unbelieveably!!! I can't hardly stand to be awake, to go on and to pretend that I am okay without you...cause I Am Not. My heart seems to break a little more with every passing day, will it ever end? I don't think so.
I miss you so much my Beautiful Nick.
I love you more ~moma~
It was a very rough day, a day I wish I could have skipped knowing I would wake to not find you in it, in my life, in out home, in my presence.
I don't have anything else to say except...I miss you unbelieveably!!! I can't hardly stand to be awake, to go on and to pretend that I am okay without you...cause I Am Not. My heart seems to break a little more with every passing day, will it ever end? I don't think so.
I miss you so much my Beautiful Nick.
I love you more ~moma~
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