Hi sweet son,

i love you sweet son, I miss you.
Today Greg was still home sick but I took him in to take one of his Finals. He is at the tail end of his caught, Journey and I are fighting it with vitamin c, pro biotic, and hydration. I don't think we will get it as bad as he did, poor boy:(
Today we put away all the Christmas decorations, what a relief. Our home is looking more like a home and not a war zone:)
Journey has Cheer in the morning, I will go and watch her, they change things up so much, but always for the better. We leave for Bellvue on next Friday, we are bring Zoe and Rowan with us, we will be staying at Mels.
I thought of you so many times today. This morning because the sun was out, last night because it rained. But also, we were putting away all the Christmas things, you are so much a part of that, gone or not.
Then i went to the store with Greg about 10 pm and as soon as I walked in the door, but what did I find a beautiful small white feather, thank you son, I needed it so bad at that time. Also when I was moving my laundry from my room to the laundry room, there on the floor was a single penny. I felt it, as I id the feather, and I felt you were sending me a message of love and peace. Thank you son.
I am doing okay babe,
I miss you everyday and every hour of the day. I miss you more as time goes by!!!
I will write you later MY Beautiful Nick,
I love you more ~moma~