Nick, Nick

I love you my sweet boy, I miss you so much.

I had a very interesting conversation with an old teacher of yours today, it was awesome. WOW!!! magical Nicholas, just Magical.

I will write about it in the am, as I am doing laundry, and packing for the weekend for Seattle. I can't wait to tell you the story. Part of me just wants to keep it and not share it with the world...or whoever looks at this, because it is so STINKIN SPECIAL and PRECIOUS. The teacher loved you and cared about you and he told me today, I WILL NEVER FORGET NICK DEVINE. He was SMART, very SMART. God, my heart just melted. That is EXACTLY what SHELIA DAVIDSON said about you my son, my precious son. That she WILL NEVER FORGET NICK DEVINE. She said, " I have met thousands of kids, and every once in awhile I will meet one that just steals my heart away, Nicholas was one of those kids," She also loved you and cared about you. She said Nick was a great kid. She also said when you went to talk to her that you talked a lot about me "Your Moma" and how much you loved me:) And you also talked about your baby sister, and how much you loved her. She said you mention Gregory too and that you loved your little brother and sister very much. Crying now thinking about how beautiful it was that you touched their lives in such a way, that they would recall who you were and take time out of their lives to share with me, precious memories about "You". My heart is so FULL of love today, my cup runneth over, and over and over. Nick you were 13 yrs old and they still remember "YOU" and the stories as if they happened yesterday. It warms my heart to no end son. Crying...tears of love & joy.

You certainly were an amazing, smart, lovable baby, child, teen, young man and adult. I miss you Nick. I miss you as my son and I miss you as my friend. I miss you, I miss you.....I miss you:(

You were a Beautiful Human Being!!!

I love you more ~moma~