Hi Son,

I love you sweet boy,
I miss you dear son, God how I miss you, your voice, your words, your smell, your kisses, your phone calls, you I miss you all of you!!! I am sad today, started the morning off crying:(
Tomorrow is a big day. I bet you will have the bet you and God have the biggest, coolest, funnest birthday party planned for ShelbyPaige!!!
I'm sending butterfly kisses to ShelbyPaige, Big Nana hugs, and Love, Love, Love. Happy Birthday to ShelbyPaige Nyra Devine.
that's all for now honey, I'm having a hard time right now son:(
I will write you before I go to sleep honey.
My heart hurts a lot right now, missing you and ShelbyPaige....
I love you Nick, Nick
I love you more ~moma~