Hi sweet son,

Nicholas James,
I wrote you and wrote you, but it was from my Blackberry and I don't think I did it right, I'm sorry sweet boy.
Happy Valentine's Day ,y love, my sweetheart son, my boy, my Nick Nick. i miss you so terrible son:(
I wrote you last night to tell you that we had a fire last Sunday in our home, but we are all safe, except Jade didn't make it through the fire, her heating pad caused it. Ruben was pretty bad for a few days and is recovering, thank goodness. No one was home, so of course we are all safe, and that truly is ALL that matters anymore. material things can be replaced, who says we need them anyway, we only need each other, God, love and friends who really care. I am grateful to say I am blessed to have all of them:). I miss you Nicholas, so very very much.
I love you more ~moma~