Hi son

I love you Nicholas, I miss you so much. It's raining out!!! For some reason when it rains it makes me think of you... Alot!!! But then again, there are alot of things in this world that make me think of you!!! The sun rise and sun set, music, movies, restaurants, places, people, cars, holidays, etc!!! Life, our lives, without you here, it is all so very odd. I can't seem to grasp life without you in it!!! Helpe Nick, help me to go forward, to believe in tomorrow and the next day and the next and so on!!! I miss you so much Nick Nick!!!
I guess I can tell you that we have the house put together! There are still some things to put away but for the most part it is done. I have given souch away, and there was a lot we lost due to smoke damage, so I have a lot less to deal with which is actually a blessing in disguise!!! Anyway, I just miss you and really wish I could talk to you, love you, hug you, and feel you!!!! I will write later son. I love you more ~moma~