Sunday, June 13, 2010

Hello my sweet son

Hi Nicholas James, my lovely boy!!! I miss you...I miss you terribly, I miss you always:( I know you are happy, free, and smiling...always! I know your beautiful heart and soul are at peace! I always day dream and wonder, what your about! You are always on my mind and I think of you always:) your beautiful handsome face brings joy to my life, for I am so very greatful to have loved you for the time I did! I do wonder, even though it has only been a little more than 19 months, how much more handsome you would be!!! I miss you so much Nick! I miss you I miss you I miss you:(
I start work tomorrow! Im hoping it keeps my mind occupied, and gives me some new purpose in my days, as I am so sad deep in my heart over you. I hope this will be the beginning of something good, fresh, new and beautiful, as I need all those things in my life Nick! I have been so down, so lost and so sad...my boy has died and gone to heaven and I miss hIm terribly and my heart forever aches!!! I shall miss you and love you always son. You are so beautiful. I will write you later son. Kisses, big hugs and all my undying love to you son.
I love you...I luv you more ~ moma~

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