I luv u son

Hi my sweet boy Nick,
I miss you Nick Nick, so very much son:( what else can I say!!! Karl is coming up to visit us again in July, it will be good to see her again. We will take a trip to Idaho:) she's a great girl, I really like her a lot, I hope her and B stay together, it will be good for him, so would she. She's a teacher, smart, pretty and hellas funny. We also have a lot of fun together:)
Lloyd left today!!!! But we will be seeing him in Hawaii:) Can you believe it Nick?! We are finally really going to Hawaii!!! Flights are booked, and we have a snorkling trip and luau also planned. They are always at night, and it will be on the beach. We chose the " traditional" luau. It will be amazing no doubt:) the snorkling trip will be amazing to. We will see the dolphins and we can actually swim with the turtles too. The kids are gonna love it, so I :) Its a dream come true really:) I only wish you would be going with us. Honestly, you will be!!! Because everywhere I go you will go too, becaus you are in my heart...forever! So you will be withe son. For You shall never be without me, us!!! You will never ever be forgotten, you will always be remembered, loved, cherished, thought of and with me!!!
I love you son ao very very much. I think of ao many beautiful times and memories that we were together!!! I have 25 beautiful years of your love, your life, your light. I have a life time of you!!!
I need to go to bed son, I have work in the morning:) it's been good working again, part time is perfect right now. In Sept. I will be full time, the kids will be in school, I will be off about the time they are home. So I will see them in the morning before we leave and I will spend plenty of time with them after school. It should work out great:) oh yea!!! Greg planted some flowers in your garden this afternoon:) one of his sun flowers from last year is about 8 inches high now:) he was so excited to see it come back this year:) he's a good boy Greg you would be amazed! He's funny, caring,smart, independent, loving, and handsome. Journey is as beautiful as ever, smart, sassy, girly, and very athletic!!! She is so competetive, the opposite of Greg, ha ha!!! I love that. They are ao different, but still very close and very much alike in many other ways. Ways that Moma can see and appreciate:)
I will write you later son. I love you so much and miss you unconteollably!!!
I luv u more ~ Moma~