Hi son:)
Well tomorrow is your 27th Birthday!!!! I can't believe it is already here again:( I am having family and friends over again for food, fellowship, cake and ice cream to celebrate your life:) I bought a chocolate cake and cool whip for the topping:) we will sing happy birthday to you, watch your slideshow and share our love of you once again. I miss you so much my Beautiful Boy!!! It still hurts so deeply. I pray I can live once again a good life and be the moma you are proud of for you Greg, Journey, Lloyd and for myself. I have pretty much self destructed the majority of the time since your passing!!! But... I KNOW I can and will survive this, somehow someway! Even if some don't think I can, most love me, pray for me, have faith, and care about me and show their support daily. I am blessed and know that son, so my hope is I will soon once again walk in that. Tomorrow is approaching so fast! Part of me doesn't want it to come but my heart shall never stop loving or celebrating you, your life and the son I had the priviledge of knowing and loving for 25 beautiful years:) I love you so mch Nick...I miss you madly and know you are at peace! Now if only I can find some peace in living with your death and absence, we can all start living again:) I will write you tomorrow my love. Sweet dreams homey. I love you more forevermore ~ Moma ~
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